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Tim Zeszutek
Artist | Student | Traditional Art
United States
My Names Tim or Zim, depending on the time of year. I love to hang out with friends, snowboard, and art (obviously). Im an Eagle Scout and love to be in the outdoors. Other than that Im just a regular guy. Now I'm an adult and are ready to face the world... I think :/ But I just need to believe in myself and I'll get through. Thanks for reading this spheal I have ;D

Current Residence: Wisconsin
deviantWEAR sizing preference: M
Favourite genre of music: rock and whatnot
Favourite style of art: sketching
Personal Quote: Dad: Im proud of you for asking this girl, now go get a hotter one
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Last night was the hardest night I have ever had. I broke up with my girlfriend and I dont even know what to do now. I wasnt even expecting it as much as her. I loved her so much but I just couldnt take it anymore. Everytime I was with her it felt like I was on top of the world, but the second I left, I fell right down to hell again. When I was with her I cared, I loved, and I wanted her. When I left I blamed myself for everything that happened, didnt miss her as much as I have, and hated myself for it all. All my mind was focused on was those feelings, lost, hurting her, and it was jsut destroying myself. She asked one simple question, "whats wrong" and all hell broke loose. I couldnt even talk because I was so scared, only things that came out were hoarse whispers and betrayal. All of her questions, all of her rebuttals, and all of her tears shot me in the heart. She asked for one last thing, for me to kiss her one last time. And thats just what it was, a kiss. I didnt feel what I used to, no thrill, no love... just a kiss. I left, and I drove. I drove down to Lake Michigan and just sat on the rocks trying to grasp what happened. I just cried, I didnt know what else to do. I hurt her so much, blamed myself for everything, tried to look ahead but I just cried. I didnt know what else to do, I just finally broke down after all these months of torture. I went home and just cried more in bed.
   I just feel that I betrayed her so much. I broke her heart, and I could never do that again to somebody. I loved her so much, I just couldnt get past the feelings Ive had myself. I couldnt keep torturing myself, all for her sake though. And now were going off to college, leaving each other in the past. And Im going to miss her so much.

I Love You Tina, You Will Always Be My First Love.
     Oct 26 2011- Aug 11 2012

And if you read this, Kudos.

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The-Quill-Warrior Featured By Owner Aug 26, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Happy Birthday, dude! :party:
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seraphinwings Featured By Owner May 18, 2014  Student General Artist
Hey Tim, don't know when the last time you were on here but I would love to see your new art! I know I see it once in a while on Facebook but I'd love to see it uploaded here too so I can add it to my favorites
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Hope you've been doing well in college, see you around! 
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ForTheWinter Featured By Owner Jun 19, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
you know I have been slacking on that but its just so hard doing it one per page D: plus it doesn't help that my computer is slow as shit...
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seraphinwings Featured By Owner Jun 25, 2014  Student General Artist
haha I know the feeling, I always upload mine en masse after semester gets over with. Have fun this summer, I'll be spending mine in Norway and will be staying until about this time next year as an Au Pair, so I will see you around on Facebook or Skype if you want :) 
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Angie-Pictures Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2014
Thanks a lot for adding „Freshly showered“ to your favs! :iconflowerheartplz:

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VertigoZX Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
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Irizaar Featured By Owner Aug 7, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Hi! Thanks for the fave on 'Marilyn Monroe' --> irizaar.deviantart.com/art/Mar… Much appreciated! :heart:
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Cocooue Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2013  Student Photographer
Thanks for the fave :happybounce:
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lichtschrijver Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2013  Professional Photographer
Thank you so much for the fav! and have a wonderful day!

Mike
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abcartattack Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2013  Professional Traditional Artist
Really appreciate the watch, thanks :hug:
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